Monday, July 17, 2006
8:14 PM

Nobody said it would be easy.

I've always been overly paranoid since I was little.

If people around me would suddenly snicker, I'd almost immediately think they were laughing at me. Which has happened before. Way before.

But the feeling keeps haunting me, and whereever I go, I feel as if people enjoy poking fun at me.

I just feel that I'm not good enough.

That I'll never be good enough.

That compared to other people, I guess I'm just not as smart or as fun to be with.

At least I have my barkada, I know they know who I really am and what I'm capable of doing (the good stuff, that is).


But even that's falling apart.

Do I even know them anymore?

They're all changing..and each second they're moving farther and farther away...



* * * What's left for me? * * *

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__latest favorite artists Corinne Bailey Rae
Arctic Monkeys
Morningwood
Psapp
Imogen Heap
Silverchair
Sergio Mendez & Brazil '66
Up Dharma Down
Alicia Keys
Joss Stone
Jack Johnson
Kaskade
Marisa Monte
Snow Patrol
The New Pornographers
The Postal Service
Regina Spektor

__On my Flick List Superman Returns
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (tagal pa!)
Just My Luck
Lovewrecked
Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest
Clicked
Lady in the Water
The Devil Wears Prada
The Holiday
Music and Lyrics

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