Friday, July 28, 2006
9:21 PM

It's been a really hellish and confusing week.

Sometimes I fit in, sometimes I don't.

Sometimes I wonder why I'm even there in the first place.

And if I really belong there.

The people are great, the friends are even better, but something just feels terribly wrong.

Sometimes, that feeling disappears, but then it comes back again with a vengeance. It nags me until I want to crawl towards a corner and weep.

I find myself going through the robotic motions day after day.

It's been a month already, and the whole robotic system will last for more than 2 years if I don't get a hold of myself and decide. Fast.

Things should be getting clearer and better, but they're just sticking out in different directions.

Nowhere to go but forward, my cousin confessed to me. Should I adopt this kind of thinking?

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__latest favorite artists Corinne Bailey Rae
Arctic Monkeys
Morningwood
Psapp
Imogen Heap
Silverchair
Sergio Mendez & Brazil '66
Up Dharma Down
Alicia Keys
Joss Stone
Jack Johnson
Kaskade
Marisa Monte
Snow Patrol
The New Pornographers
The Postal Service
Regina Spektor

__On my Flick List Superman Returns
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix (tagal pa!)
Just My Luck
Lovewrecked
Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest
Clicked
Lady in the Water
The Devil Wears Prada
The Holiday
Music and Lyrics

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